Thursday 22/04/2010 8.30pm

Hmm bad bad day!!! Did not go for school is quite a good thing but was so so so so so so BORING!!!
And did not really talk to you today uh :( hmm sorry wor did not think that you just recover and cannot eat chocolate!! hahahs but can leave for next time to eat lor!! So today's day was quite ruin lar hmm :)
And tomorrow Hiap Lee,Song Tian, Jun Long and me will be going for swimming uh but if you all want then come ba but I don't recommend the girls to come lar hahas cos is quite ps lar hahas
and hao wen you still own me an answer so must reply me by tomorrow morning wor hahas so err goingto end here first see if later i will post again not!! :) so good night first!!!

Wednesday 21/04/2010 7.45pm

Hmm me have not slept for two days le, a bit only lar! hahas but really don't feel like sleeping uh! hmm Today finally talk to you le!! :) Just hope that it would get better days by days lor :) so try to get to sleep today ba!!

Another song by me to reflect today!!

Title: Tomorrow's memories

I hope the sunset I saw with you that day will last forever
Reaching my hand into the memories
Wishing I could stay on and touch it for endless times
Because the same scenes and the same feelings can never be brought back together


The dreams of the past which shines
We will turn them back won't we
Even in the empty future grieves are pouring out
Once you let your heart fade
Anyone would start to lose sight of each other just by standing alone


In the rotating of the seasons
A tomorrow of which colour are we painting
If there is a strong faith and trust between us
A future of which colour are we waiting for



Because even the most important memory will fade one day
We turn away from the reality running away from the word call dream
A yesterday which is spoilt by hurt even though there were errors we made
Because it is not too late
If only we can start again endless time to made things right


In the rotating of the generations
How many times we fall for each other
If we support each other sincerely
What exactly can I achieve for your sake



At the back of the hearts which were piled together
The happiness and grieves the warmth and hatred
We shall meet again
Because it is doubtless that the days we shared are burning in this heart


In the rotating of the seasons
A tomorrow of which colour are we painting
If there is a strong faith and trust between us
A future of which colour are we waiting for

A tomorrow of which colour are we painting!!

A quite long song but the meaning is true wor hahahs

Just hope you like it!!! :)

Tuesday 20/04/2010 8.00pm

Whew! Just came back,hmm and need to do work! Err,read your blog le. Hmmm actually I really want to talk to you de but at that time I really cannot open my mouth!:( So sorry wor, I know that I should made the first move de but err just scare that you are still thinking about it but like what you say in your blog, I understand le!! :) So I just say first lar, I want to Transfer because MY STUDIES REALLY SUCKS AND FEEL LIKE CHANGING A NEW ENVIRONMENT! BUT THE HAPPY NEWS NOW IS THAT I NOT TRANSFERRING LE :):) So no need to really worry le hahahas the reason is don't want to leave them lar and just don't feel like leaving you lar......:) So today recess play basketball with sk and fw they all cos they came to find Song Tian hahahs hmm they are quite good at it wor!!

Tell you something quite bad and is that my spine is getting worse. Hmm you sure will ask me go see doctor de but I will de but not now! I just need to stop playing basketball first! Is that okay with you?? hahas tell me tomorrow ba! This time really need to open my mouth le hahas :) So see you tomorrow!! Goodnight!!

Monday 19/04/2010 5.30pm

I know that you are sick right from the start of school but do not know how to open my mouth :) And I know that you are feeling the same as me ba and you should have heard from Song Tian eh hmm so you MUST TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH as exams are near and as for what he tell you,shall think it over wor hahahas hmm so take your medicine on time and rest well ba!!! Nothing else le hmmm just sleep early tonight ba! shall see you in school tomorrow.hmmm


Note:If really not feeling well just tell Hiap Lee to take work for you ba,and i try to help you take for chinese or pearlyn help you ba.hmmmm

Sunday 18/04/2010 6.30pm

Hmm, knew you would say that! :)
Nah It's all already over le, so just manage through your studies ba
I got nothing to say le, maybe the rest of the time would not be with your le! JUST MAYBE :):) hahahs
So when the time comes, then tell you all ba :)
So it just let go...............
AND FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING!!! :)
ALWAYS SMILE!!! SHINE THROUGH YOUR FUTURE COS SOMEONE REALLY NEEDS YOU :)
hmm so GOODBYE!!!

Sunday 18/04/2010 3.00pm

NO!! NO!!
I don't want to end IT like this!
I did not come this far to give up or let go now!!
I don't want to become your memories!!!
Please just give me some time, I really don't want to give up!!!
IT is just too early to give up!!
I know I really cannot force you but I am a stubborn person and you know that very well!!
So just don't leave me yet, we still have time!!
I did not cherish my first one but for you, But this time I really need just ONE chance
Maybe this is not what I expect to happen but my feelings are still here, I cannot lie to myself that I need to leave you!!
SO just give me and yourself some time, maybe we can work things out but not separating apart!!
Just.... TRUST ME AND BELIEVE ME FOR THIS ONE AND LAST TIME!!

Saturday 17/04/2010 10am

Hmm I have made a terrible and horrible mistake of my life and I lose her in a blink of an eye due to THIS!
First I have a Song to review my pain

Title: CHANGE

Change!
I won't be bent and I won't be dragged along
I want to stay honest to how I feel now
Change!
No matter how many times I am reborn
I will embrace my sadness
As I run

I was sad when you leave me
But I could't change anything right now
It's not enough as there's no end to it
Try to distorting me even more


This is such a crazy world
Sometimes it make me lose sight of who I am
Do you want to leave the traditional way
Just make a decision for yourself


I'm going down my own path
Just standing around waiting
Never put stuff into motion!


Change!
I won't be bent and I won't be dragged along
I want to stay honest to how I feel now
I won't let you go...
Change!
No matter how many times I am reborn
I will embrace my sadness
As I run


Never will I..
Hurt you again
I'm gonna catch you back
I wanna CHANGE!


As for now I don't know whether you are watching this but I just wanna thank you for changing me into a better person! I don;t care what is your decision but I won't blame you de cos all this is what I had already done to hurt you again! I can't rewind the time to stop this from happening le,so I just want to say SORRY!!
I can say that you can hate me or my parents and I will never be forgiven and I don't mind cos I am the guy who always not scold you,help you solve problems,stand by you, always be patient with you,protect you,care for you and always always understand you!! Thats all I want to say,Hope WE MEET AGAIN!!

Wednesday 14/04/2010 8.45pm

Yo!! Today is song tian birthday eh so i shall wish him again lor
Happy Birthday to you wor!!!!
Today spend almost the whole time with him! We went to yu xuan house and play xbox and computer,and was really funny cos they all sucks in soccer games hahas!! I won every game wor, am i a pro? Hmm nah i not so good lar,i also dont really play a lot eh hahas After that we went back to school to play basketball and to wait for Jun Long then we keep on playing and playing! Sad to say my waist is in pain eh but getting better for now :) I end the day by walking back home!! hmm as for now i need to sms someone liao! hahas shall end here, and shall post tomorrow! Goodnight!! :)

Tuesday 13/0/2010 8.35pm

Today was a very cold cold day wor!! keep on raining uh and cannot play basketball!! hmm:( But i got listen to you wor did not really play in the rain lor !!! but a bit only lar dont angry kays :)
Hmm so everybody need to take care of their body wor cos exam are coming and the temperature is going down,down,down! so TAKE CARE wor!!! nothing to post le. I know that I am very boring but try to ren nai lar! I will try my best de :)
So shall end here! Goodynight and sweet dreams!! :)

Monday 12/04/2010 8.15pm

Yo everyone!!! Injued my angle yesterday and it is so swollen wor but just went to see dotor and he say it is just a sprain only so i just need to wait for it to heal lor so dont need worry!!!
So today was a busy day riht after school need to go for medical check up for the obs(outward Bound Singapore). I hope that it will be a very fun and advanturous camp cos it cost me 5 Days of holiday wor and i can do a lot of thing for that five days wor :(
Hmm now coming to exams liao wor NEED NEED to buck up for my A-maths,GEO and POA!!!
YOu all must also work hard liao lets do this together lor hahahs
SO i shall end here le tomorrow then post ba!! Sleep early lor
Goodnight!!! :)

Sunday 11/04/2010 2.50pm

New Song FOR today but first talk about today first:)

Today is my cousin birthday wor celebrating with her boyfriend and her friends at sentosa\

hahas lucky I never go if not I will make a scene there hahas kidding only lar

Happy birthday to you eh!!! :)

So today slack at home:( but today went to play basketball with Jun long they all!! Quite Fun uh hahas AS for now I dun know what to do eh ^.^ Tomorrow will be a very busy day cos right after school will go and see doctor and then pass up my form to damon chu!!! hahas That all for today cos really nothing le VERY SIANN!! hahahs time for SOng

Title: Shining Lights

Ever since that day

I chose never to cry again

But should the pain grow

There is something I cannot forgive

We can't go back anymore

Even after so many days have passed

I still can't do anything

One of my many memories of you

Is disappearing once again

I'd like to become

Stronger than I am today

So that this voice can reach you some day

I walk on forward

Should the wind stop blowing

I'll look up towards the sky searching for you

The light shines before daybreak

And the rainbow appears....

Quite a short one but hope you like it!!! :):)

Friday 09/04/2010 7.30pm

A NEW Song that show my feelings for today :( :)

We finally found the new morning

The times hinder us

It is not the past we turn towards

All we purse is the future

These relentless memories would not stop ringing

They would not seem to forgive me

Is it about time I feel my way through

Tears of conflict brim and roll down my tired cheeks

I wonder when the rain will stop

It has been so cold for the longest time

Why does the rain choose to fall on me

Should I lose myself in it

The rain does not know how to stop

It continues to fall as always

While in this umbrella gently held out to me

I snuggle towards the warmth!

This cannot say that it is a song lar but I just want to let you know that this is my feelings for today and I have think it through!!!

Tuesday 06/04/2010 7.30pm

Yo today was fun and TIRED!!!! Hahas today afternoon was very very rough eh played basketball with the sec 1 and some sec 2 and they were all so short(no offence to them) and rough uh!! keep banging me and keep elbow me :(
But the sad thing was did not went to school to see you on time but still get to see lar hahahs outside school lor! Hmm and i finish all my work liao wor so can spend time to improve on my ssand geo and poa lor cos i sucks in those subject hahashahas so if can try to help me kays!! Hmm nothing more liao eh so goodnight and sweet dreams lor sleep tight kays love you (all the huas)!!!

Monday 05/04/2010 7.30pm

Today is another new day in school wor!! Hmm today got a lot of work to do uh A LOT A LOT!!!!!:( but never mind lar not to give up h especially PAPERS!! hahahahs err today ah nothing really happen wor!hmm GOT ah,ermm ya going for obs(outward boun singapore).it is a camp for students leader but i dont think i am lor:) hahas but anyway i am going to give my space to AW SONG TIAN as he need to take care of his LOVER!! hahahas no offence kays i very good eh let the place to you wor so dont scold me ah!!! :):) AND i tell you ah very ma fan wan wor! Let me tell you in advance

First, you need to ask your parents consent first!!

Second, If your parents allow you, YOU WILL need to go for a medical checkup to check whether you are fit or not but i think you are ba hahas

Third,you need to be prepared to get an INJECTION!!

Last and for all, You need to do the above steps by Friday and you only got 3 days left wor so HURRY UP EH


But still need to confirm that you are replacing me wor better be ah but if not then i would be SAD :(:(

So that all for today still doing work uh need to buck up le hahahas
Those who see my blog also must BUCKKKK UP!!!hahas
But dont do so late ah especially CASSANDRA Tong, just finish and rest well lor kays
so shalll end here GOOD NIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS!!!!!:):)

Sunday 4/4/2010 2.15pm

Yo sorry that i never post for the last two days wor cos was busy!! So today is my birthday and Thank you everyone which celebrates with me on friday and wish me today!!!! Friday was a very good day for me and i was very happy eh to play with you all!!! The most important one to me is of course you know who,so alikatoooooo to you uh!!! And alikato mina(everyone) shall end here and byeebyee

Note:Sorry lazy sms you all so just visit my blog eh hahahs!!!:)

Thursday 1/4/2010 7.30pm

Hi Hi Today is April FOOLS Day!! Got pranks by friends today and felt that I am really quite a fool but the main point is to have fun!! hahahs
So tomorrow going to celebrate Song Tian and my birthday and hope that we would have a real good fun tomorrow!!!

By the way the plan is that we will be going to tampines's golden village to watch clash of the titans or maybe something else,and err after that we will be heading to east coast to cycle and look at the 'beautiful' sea hahas joking only for the guys you will meet at my house at around 12pm then we go to amk station to meet the girls well thats the plan wor so be there kays for the HUAS :)

Shall end here cos still need to do work and Dont d your work till so late kays tomorrow is the time to have fun so SEE you tomorrow and rest early and work hard!!!
GOODNIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS LOR BYEEBYEE