Something are hard to change! Okay, not say hard to change, is whether you want to do it or accept it! Things are getting different now! The past is already gone! No one can rewind time! Things we can do is to create a better future! As what I know, people with bad history will have a worse future. If you want an example, that would be me, but I am willing to accept and create a more bea-utiful tomorrow! So I make this chance to say sorry!!! And I hope everyone think through and led a happily ever future!! ( I know I got no life!! ) :)) :) 

The last song coming right up!! Hehe

Tuesday 14/09/2010 6.35am

I have met a guy,he told me that he had lost his family's trust,friends' care, and the love that he prolonged for. I am not his family nor friends but he told me everything. I was merely a listener. He said that he had lost the trust long ago, a trust that is not trustworthy. He was just treated like a tenant in the house, everyday was just a normal and simple life. That's not all, he was starting to lose the care from his friends. Everyone was ignoring him, treating him like a normal guy, whom can talk to. All the care was like shit but he was trying to give his care back to them, a different and weird kind of care for his friends, which they thought that he had changed to a stranger. A stranger whom he is not a stranger, treated with remarks and comments. Everything was lost. He say that he had a very insensible inner self, a completely different guy and might hurt his friends deeply. He was controlling all the time, controlling the things that they dislike. He wanted a very wonderful and make these friendships to be memorable. But all this while he had been thinking whether he was at fault on giving a very bad, first impressions to them. On the relationship side, he told me that he wanted a love that was going to last. He made three big mistakes before the relationship, all at a very crucial time. After that, he told me that 'making a delicious cup of cappuccino does not depend on the ingredients, nor the final product' but he was looking for a long lasting duration in making this drink. He was longing to say something to the girl but did not have the chance or to say that the chance does not exist. Well, he had the chance but was not at the right timing, he said. Everything had gone, he got nowhere to go, nowhere that he can belong to. He seem that he just not suitable to exist right here, right now! He asked me whether fairytale are always happily ever after or that there is any fairytale which is not wonderful. I reply him that his fairytale does not exist, but only his life is existing in this planet. He nod his head and say......... I love her, but I need to let her go! I am so selfish towards her! Every time I ask her. She would feel very guilty to ask me to wait. If I don't ask, I felt that i will be very far away from her. All I want to know is how she felt for me. Nothing went smoothly, when she starts falling for me, I was gone! Mistakes and troubles just keep coming out from me! From that on, I pray every night, how i wish that all this stuff coming out from me could stop. Use everything I have to stop this, even the joy and happiness I have with you! I know I am very selfish but to let you be happy, I will be glad. I will stop talking to you, msging you, and stop loving you but I just...... 

Tuesday 10/08/2010 9.00pm

Yeasterday was national day!! Those who are performing, 辛苦了！hahas anyway, I been facing some problems and I don't know how to solve..... Hmm... Shall try my best lar!! Got two songs for you!! Heehee


Last Promise 

That eternally bright and tantalizing day
When we pledged....

Was in fact nothing more than an illusion 
It was something I realized from the beginning 
From your very first step,you would be bearing a heavy cross 
Even so,it was for the sake of seeing tomorrow

Before something starts to crumble 
I will hold onto you tightly,never letting go 
I sure that one day 
Everything will blend together.... Like my feelings for you 

In this decadent era
I will always be praying 
For this to be the final trial 
So that everything that makes you suffer 
Quickly comes to an end....




Sakura Falls  

I want to see you,love you,set you free 
But that day won't come for me 

The season with that faint fragrance has now changed 
My heart is beating fast once again 
When I first fell in love, the world became radiant 
Even though it didn't last long, I engraved it in my heart 

Under the blooming Sakura tree, I heard your voice 
But when the autumn wind blew, I couldn't hear it clearly
I just prayed that you weren't saying goodbye 

I want to see you,love you,and be able to set you free 
The smile of that day has slowly dissipated 
We made an eternal bond but you were no longer there 
If only the Sakura petals were to dance again a year from now 
I could take a photo of us side by side 
But that day won't come for me 


That's all for me for today!! Hope I get well soon!! Feel very very tired now!! Just feel like closing my eyes!! Hahas GoodNight!!!! Love you!!

Tuesday 03/08/2010 9.00pm

Hi!! I back to post!! Err sorry to all of you for today's afternoon at np room eh!! Was super piss off!! So sorry if I did anything wrong okay!! :) and got something for you all, read below,


如果你能培养友谊，
你就能免受寂寞的折磨，
生活得快乐而有情趣，
若能保持心灵开放，
去品味生命中的点点滴滴，
就能丰富精神生活，因满足而喜悦。

Hahas hope you understand!! I already understand le!! Hahas i think weird things are coming out from me lar!! Just tolerate for just some more time lar!! Hahas will end here. Good night and sweet dreams!! Love you!!! :)

Monday 02/08/2010 9.30pm

Yo! Today was a good day in school. Err nothing really happen.. Hahas just want to wish hao Wen one more time!! Happy birthday!!! Hmm and err read your blog le!! Actually there is nothing wrong with you eh!! Truly to say that maybe you are not fully prepared for another relationship!! This is only what I think lar. I don't know you lor but err hope you can tell me lar!! Another song for you!!


Your Voice 

Slipping through a crowd of people, I can hear your voice 
In the middle of crossing
I'm searching for the map of my future 
It won't come true
It's not a dream 
The far sky that I believed in 

Let's go to the future we painted 
Hold close to your dream
The one that no one else knows 

We are heading tomorrow at our own pace 
I wanna go and find our future 
And take hold of your only chance

Slipping through a crowd of people, 
I can hear your voice inside me

That's all for today... Err want to ask that whether I can go meet you tomorrow?? :) shall end here. Night night... Love ya!! =)

Sunday 01/08/2010 8.30pm

Long time no post!! Hehe... Sorry that I have not been posting much cos I don't really have any thing to say!! :) anyway, err it has been hard on you to think about everything this days!! Hmm.. Sorry eh!! Hahas got three songs for you, hope you like it!!

Growing up 

Because of you I've escaped my mundane life 
Though I look like a boy 
And I can't grow up 
There are times when I can't act like a child 
We were watching our lives pass us by 
But then we were stop by a shooting star 

Now if we can just find something to believe in 
Then we can be stronger
So I will take your trembling hand and bring you with me 
And we will grow stronger by walking against the wind 



Be strong 

No matter how strong the wind is, don't give up
Look, the world will always be your friends 
No matter how strong the wind is,don't give up(don't lose) 
Just with a bit of courage 
Anyone can change(We are all special) 


Never give up on your dreams
So let's become stronger for the sake of everyone 
Beyond the rainbow, the light of tomorrow 
Is waiting for us 

Let's go towards this place without looking back 
Let's open the door that leads to a new world 




Echo

The moon shines through my window 
From between the tall skyscrapers 
I tried reciting aloud 
The messages you sent me from so far away 

When I close my eyes, I can see you 
For an instant as you say goodbye 
Enduring the nights, I long to see you more 
Wanting to accompany you more 
You're the okay one who can erase 
The darkness inside me 

All I can tell you, I'm sure that 
I don't want to miss you anymore 
The more I long for you
The more it echoes again 

That's all for today lor!! Rest well and early!! Good night and sweet dreams!! Love you lots!! :) :)

Thursday 22/07/2010 8.45pm

I am back!! But going to go again!! Hahas hmm.. Anyway I not going to school tomorrow!! :( sure miss you de >.< hahas anyway err if got have any homework for me, hao Wen just help me take Kay!!! Everyone please take care wor!! Especially song and you!!!! Okay!! Hahas I will be back sooner or later de!! Haha tomorrow got ndp wor, so you better drink lots and lots of water and if got rain, please bring an umbrella, and a jacket if you find it cold Kays!!! :) sorry if I am being too naggy eh hehehe.... Just very concern for you uh!! Hahas anyway take care okay!!!!!!! =) I will be fine de!! Not need to worry for me kays!! Hahas turn in early wor!!! Don't stay up too late!!! Hahas Iloveyou!!! =)


Byeebyee!!! :)