Something are hard to change! Okay, not say hard to change, is whether you want to do it or accept it! Things are getting different now! The past is already gone! No one can rewind time! Things we can do is to create a better future! As what I know, people with bad history will have a worse future. If you want an example, that would be me, but I am willing to accept and create a more bea-utiful tomorrow! So I make this chance to say sorry!!! And I hope everyone think through and led a happily ever future!! ( I know I got no life!! ) :)) :) 

The last song coming right up!! Hehe

Tuesday 14/09/2010 6.35am

I have met a guy,he told me that he had lost his family's trust,friends' care, and the love that he prolonged for. I am not his family nor friends but he told me everything. I was merely a listener. He said that he had lost the trust long ago, a trust that is not trustworthy. He was just treated like a tenant in the house, everyday was just a normal and simple life. That's not all, he was starting to lose the care from his friends. Everyone was ignoring him, treating him like a normal guy, whom can talk to. All the care was like shit but he was trying to give his care back to them, a different and weird kind of care for his friends, which they thought that he had changed to a stranger. A stranger whom he is not a stranger, treated with remarks and comments. Everything was lost. He say that he had a very insensible inner self, a completely different guy and might hurt his friends deeply. He was controlling all the time, controlling the things that they dislike. He wanted a very wonderful and make these friendships to be memorable. But all this while he had been thinking whether he was at fault on giving a very bad, first impressions to them. On the relationship side, he told me that he wanted a love that was going to last. He made three big mistakes before the relationship, all at a very crucial time. After that, he told me that 'making a delicious cup of cappuccino does not depend on the ingredients, nor the final product' but he was looking for a long lasting duration in making this drink. He was longing to say something to the girl but did not have the chance or to say that the chance does not exist. Well, he had the chance but was not at the right timing, he said. Everything had gone, he got nowhere to go, nowhere that he can belong to. He seem that he just not suitable to exist right here, right now! He asked me whether fairytale are always happily ever after or that there is any fairytale which is not wonderful. I reply him that his fairytale does not exist, but only his life is existing in this planet. He nod his head and say......... I love her, but I need to let her go! I am so selfish towards her! Every time I ask her. She would feel very guilty to ask me to wait. If I don't ask, I felt that i will be very far away from her. All I want to know is how she felt for me. Nothing went smoothly, when she starts falling for me, I was gone! Mistakes and troubles just keep coming out from me! From that on, I pray every night, how i wish that all this stuff coming out from me could stop. Use everything I have to stop this, even the joy and happiness I have with you! I know I am very selfish but to let you be happy, I will be glad. I will stop talking to you, msging you, and stop loving you but I just...... 

Tuesday 10/08/2010 9.00pm

Yeasterday was national day!! Those who are performing, 辛苦了！hahas anyway, I been facing some problems and I don't know how to solve..... Hmm... Shall try my best lar!! Got two songs for you!! Heehee


Last Promise 

That eternally bright and tantalizing day
When we pledged....

Was in fact nothing more than an illusion 
It was something I realized from the beginning 
From your very first step,you would be bearing a heavy cross 
Even so,it was for the sake of seeing tomorrow

Before something starts to crumble 
I will hold onto you tightly,never letting go 
I sure that one day 
Everything will blend together.... Like my feelings for you 

In this decadent era
I will always be praying 
For this to be the final trial 
So that everything that makes you suffer 
Quickly comes to an end....




Sakura Falls  

I want to see you,love you,set you free 
But that day won't come for me 

The season with that faint fragrance has now changed 
My heart is beating fast once again 
When I first fell in love, the world became radiant 
Even though it didn't last long, I engraved it in my heart 

Under the blooming Sakura tree, I heard your voice 
But when the autumn wind blew, I couldn't hear it clearly
I just prayed that you weren't saying goodbye 

I want to see you,love you,and be able to set you free 
The smile of that day has slowly dissipated 
We made an eternal bond but you were no longer there 
If only the Sakura petals were to dance again a year from now 
I could take a photo of us side by side 
But that day won't come for me 


That's all for me for today!! Hope I get well soon!! Feel very very tired now!! Just feel like closing my eyes!! Hahas GoodNight!!!! Love you!!

Tuesday 03/08/2010 9.00pm

Hi!! I back to post!! Err sorry to all of you for today's afternoon at np room eh!! Was super piss off!! So sorry if I did anything wrong okay!! :) and got something for you all, read below,


如果你能培养友谊，
你就能免受寂寞的折磨，
生活得快乐而有情趣，
若能保持心灵开放，
去品味生命中的点点滴滴，
就能丰富精神生活，因满足而喜悦。

Hahas hope you understand!! I already understand le!! Hahas i think weird things are coming out from me lar!! Just tolerate for just some more time lar!! Hahas will end here. Good night and sweet dreams!! Love you!!! :)

Monday 02/08/2010 9.30pm

Yo! Today was a good day in school. Err nothing really happen.. Hahas just want to wish hao Wen one more time!! Happy birthday!!! Hmm and err read your blog le!! Actually there is nothing wrong with you eh!! Truly to say that maybe you are not fully prepared for another relationship!! This is only what I think lar. I don't know you lor but err hope you can tell me lar!! Another song for you!!


Your Voice 

Slipping through a crowd of people, I can hear your voice 
In the middle of crossing
I'm searching for the map of my future 
It won't come true
It's not a dream 
The far sky that I believed in 

Let's go to the future we painted 
Hold close to your dream
The one that no one else knows 

We are heading tomorrow at our own pace 
I wanna go and find our future 
And take hold of your only chance

Slipping through a crowd of people, 
I can hear your voice inside me

That's all for today... Err want to ask that whether I can go meet you tomorrow?? :) shall end here. Night night... Love ya!! =)

Sunday 01/08/2010 8.30pm

Long time no post!! Hehe... Sorry that I have not been posting much cos I don't really have any thing to say!! :) anyway, err it has been hard on you to think about everything this days!! Hmm.. Sorry eh!! Hahas got three songs for you, hope you like it!!

Growing up 

Because of you I've escaped my mundane life 
Though I look like a boy 
And I can't grow up 
There are times when I can't act like a child 
We were watching our lives pass us by 
But then we were stop by a shooting star 

Now if we can just find something to believe in 
Then we can be stronger
So I will take your trembling hand and bring you with me 
And we will grow stronger by walking against the wind 



Be strong 

No matter how strong the wind is, don't give up
Look, the world will always be your friends 
No matter how strong the wind is,don't give up(don't lose) 
Just with a bit of courage 
Anyone can change(We are all special) 


Never give up on your dreams
So let's become stronger for the sake of everyone 
Beyond the rainbow, the light of tomorrow 
Is waiting for us 

Let's go towards this place without looking back 
Let's open the door that leads to a new world 




Echo

The moon shines through my window 
From between the tall skyscrapers 
I tried reciting aloud 
The messages you sent me from so far away 

When I close my eyes, I can see you 
For an instant as you say goodbye 
Enduring the nights, I long to see you more 
Wanting to accompany you more 
You're the okay one who can erase 
The darkness inside me 

All I can tell you, I'm sure that 
I don't want to miss you anymore 
The more I long for you
The more it echoes again 

That's all for today lor!! Rest well and early!! Good night and sweet dreams!! Love you lots!! :) :)

Thursday 22/07/2010 8.45pm

I am back!! But going to go again!! Hahas hmm.. Anyway I not going to school tomorrow!! :( sure miss you de >.< hahas anyway err if got have any homework for me, hao Wen just help me take Kay!!! Everyone please take care wor!! Especially song and you!!!! Okay!! Hahas I will be back sooner or later de!! Haha tomorrow got ndp wor, so you better drink lots and lots of water and if got rain, please bring an umbrella, and a jacket if you find it cold Kays!!! :) sorry if I am being too naggy eh hehehe.... Just very concern for you uh!! Hahas anyway take care okay!!!!!!! =) I will be fine de!! Not need to worry for me kays!! Hahas turn in early wor!!! Don't stay up too late!!! Hahas Iloveyou!!! =)


Byeebyee!!! :)

Saturday 10/07/2010 11.15pm

I am here to just say something only!!! sorry that today did not entertain you but even bored you up!! And also did not tell you that I went to school in the morning!! Sorry eh!! Today was a very rough day eh!! Was injured during playing basketball but I am fine!! Anyway, they were very pro!! Hahas so just to round up for today!! You shall get a very good rest lor!! Haha goody night and sweet dreams!!! Love you too!!! =D

Friday 09/07/2010 8.00pm

I am back!! Hahas so shall go straight to point lor!!! Please cheer up wor!!! Ong Jun long!!!!! Hmm... I know that it is very hard time for you but you must get up wor!! See you today like that, I think you are feeling better le ba!! So we shall carry in tomorrow lor!! Shall 发歇 everything lor!!! Hahas let's play ball for the whole day!!! Hehehehehehe. But first I need to study first,cannot keep playing eh!! Hahas :)






Saw your blog le eh!! Hmm glad that you are okay le!! Carry on to be always happy wor!! Will want to always see you happy!! You are more beautiful when smiling!!! Hahas hmm... That's all for now!! Got to go!! 爱你一万年！！=)

Sunday 04/07/2010 7.10pm

Cough... Cough... Hmm... I... Am... Sick... Uh... Very.... Sick.... Now....
I ate medicine le but never see doctor... Down with fever at 38.5 degree.... Now I Snoozing in my bed!!! Hahas......
Don't need to worry for me de okay!! Hahas....

Need...... To......rest....le
=) love you!!!

Saturday 03/07/2010 10.15pm

Yeah!!! Today was a tiring but excitement day!! Got up today at around 7 plus then after that went to meet Jun long first then went to song tian house and then LAN!! hmm.... After that find Jun long again then went to eat long John silver!!! And Jun long and song tian keep suanning me sia!! Haiis :) after that I went straight home lor!! Cos you would not want me to go school!! Later you get tease again!!! Sorry eh !!! they keep teasing you!! :(


As for your blog, I see le!! Hmm can really feel that you are very sad after the incident but I still don't know about the incident eh!! Hahas hope you cheer up faster cos I don't want to see the sad looking you!! Hahas for that two days, I know that you are just faking your smile only!! So better cheer up okay!!! =)
If you want to say anything, I will be there, right by your side de always!!!! Hahas
Just all I want to say!! Have a good rest lor!! You should be tired for the whole day le ba!!! Goody night!!! Love ya lots!!! :) :)

Friday 2/07/2010 5.15am

Hi guys!! I am back!! Back with a lot of bad news!!! I fail my overall marks!!! But still I won't give up so easily!!! Going to work very very hard lor!! And the huas were very upset one by one eh!! Especially you!!! Okay lar, just got something for you and the huas!!!!!

桔梗的花语：不变的心

不论分别多少年
我都不会忘记你
加油＂＂
我会一直一直支持你的！

[在遥远遥远的彼方
道路通向之处
我们的道路现在虽然分岐而去
但是直到我们再度相会的那一天
我们的心一定都不会分离的......

Next is.......

清天的蓝天
广大遥远无穷尽
有的直达世界尽头
般的清澄蓝天
而在那天堂
遥远的另一端
似乎有我们的未来
在等待着我们.....

Hahas the first one is only for you de!!!! The second is for all the huas!!! :) and this is not a song ah!!! Hahas shall end here!!! Love you!!!! =)

Tuesday 22/06/2010 9.30pm

I am back again!!! Hahas holidays going to be over soon le and from last week onwards, I have been pack with a lot of stuffs!!! So so tiring eh!! Hahas but I have FUN all the way!!! The first big activity is my unit camp!! Like I say at the last post!! Hahas next up is on 19/06/2010. We were very busy to find a good place to settle down and look at you hahas!! Too bad we cannot go in and buy food for you. Hmmm... But that day, I had a lot of fun!!! Another activity is my first aid course, a quite boring lecture but saw a lot of interesting stuff!!! Hahas the instructor was also very humour!! Keep spamming us with a lot of jokes!! Hoe tomorrow will not be another boring day!! :)


Hmm read your previous blog Liao!! Hahas about the shirt, is it nice and fitting?? Hahas sorry about the design!! Hahas but thanks for the appreciation!! Hahas next time, it will be more nice de!! Hahas :) as for now I have not much to say le wor :) just want to say that school is going to start soon le, so going to start to work hard le wor!!! Hope everything work out just right for you eh!! Shall always support you de :) and always love you wor hahas!! Good night le byeebyee =)

Thursday 17/06/2010 8.00pm

Yeah!!!!! Finally back home!!! Hmm... CAMP is so boring!!!!! And TIRED!!!!! This is the most tiring camp ever!! We sec 3 need to plan every program for the sec 4 farewell. Then we almost ruin it but we try to make it up!! The games were boring, the drill training make me lose my voice!! The physical training were so going to kill the sec 1 and I felt pity for them :) but they really have quite a lot of fun!! As for the performance, me,Hiap lee and the sec 1 had done a skit for the sec 4!! At first, Hiap lee gave them the plot of the story but then they did not fully cooperate with him then Hiap lee became super piss off, so I help him to take over everthing!! I shout and shout, shout till I got no voice hahas and as for the plot, I think that I got a lot of creativity wor!!! Really wor hahas :) after all this, we had barbecue!!! Everyone was having a good time. But in the end me and song tian are the one cleaning up till 3 plus!!!! Hmm.... Actually I want to SMS you at around 10 plus de but got no time, then thinking of smsing you at around 11 plus but I was busy cleaning up!!! So sorry wor :)


And I read your blog Liao. Had a nice day right!! Hahas I was having quite a hard time today wor. Almost lose my voice le but then need to lead my group for the amazing race!!! We start from 7 something and end at 5 something!!! Wah right!! Hahas hmm all if this was WALKING!! Cannot tahan ah!!! Anyway, we did finish the race then ms low give the boring speech and then give to the sec 3 another long one!! Then we came home late!! Haiis. Ohh and you coming for ndp this weekend right?? Then you will get your present soon :) hahas and j know you always wanted me to go cut my hair right!! Hahas sorry wor please bear with it for a while and I know that it is quite ugly and I find it myself too but next week for continuous three days, we have three full day of course wor hmmm.... D: hahas so err for now, I rest first ba!! Hahas maybe later then SMS you!! Okay!! :D hahas love you lots!!!!

Monday 14/06/2010 8.10

Good evening!! Hahas hmm have been busy for quite a while!! Today work very hard wor, just paint the npcc room with light purple and dark purple!! Hmm don't know whether is nice not!! Must see till it is completed first!! Hahas.... Hmm paint till my whole hand is with paint!!! My hair got a bit, my face also have!!! Hmm.... And will be having a lot of activities lately so cannot get online often, and there will be a camp coming up Wednesday soon!! But can use phone so can SMS you wor!! :)

Hmm... You haven been posting often wor!! Hahas, should be very very busy ba!! Still need to work, haiis. Actually I want to tell you something! Actually I know everything about you le but I did not tell you!! Actually I was The one smsing you right after obs!! Hmm please don't blame song tian okay. You just happen to be unhappy so I ask you why lor!! Hmm... Err actually I don't blame you lar, all this while I know that why you don't want to choose is because of all this happening. Am I right?? Hahas and maybe you don't want me to go look for you is because of not letting him to see me right?? Or am I wrong?? Hmm I really don't take it to heart lar but I am concern about you!! :) so did he start talking to you le mah?? I very worry wor!! Hmm so anything just try to tell me kays!! So so sorry wor did not tell you earlier!!!

Sunday 06/06/2010 6.50pm

Hi!! I'm back from obs!!! The somehow hell camping for 5 days 4 nights!!! Hmm anyway I yesterday already post on hua blog le so feel free to see!!!! Hahas hmm just came back from a hardcore basketball training and it was so so tiring hahas need to drink lots lots and lots of water!!! Hmm next week is for is the last week of rest for you guys le!! Going o start ndp training le right??? :( I then sad lor I think we are not going to ndp le!! That's means we cannot go for the actual parade lor!!! :( :( but you all will get two tickets each I think so try to give us some ba hahas nah just only of you all want and I don't force you all wor!!! Okay!!! Yeah!!!


Hmm you did not post wor :( hmm but I think you are really quite busy now right!! Hmm don't stress youself to much okay and your mood had not been good for this few days right?? I can feel wor!!! So is your problem solve?? And If got really anything I can really really help, feel free to tell me okay!! Don't try to keep moat of the stuff to yourself!! Try to decide for yourself, whether to tell or not!! I don't blame you for not telling, but really some the things keeping inside your heart just won't work, why don't you give it a try?? And maybe some of the things keeping inside your heart is the best!! Just believe in yourself and decide!!! You can do it de and I know it!!! Just laugh through everthing!!! That's what you are best in right??? And I am always always avaible!!! :) :) so see ya in a very very happy mood soon!!!! Hahas love you!!! Hahas

Monday 31/05/2010 6.50am

Err just want to say good bye!!! hahas so early then post cos I don't want to sms you as it is really to early!! hahas hmm I will try to say hi to your friends if I get to know them wor and maybe will have some pictures back for you!!! hahas will I be annoying??? hahas and always love you !!!!


BYEEBYEE!!!! :)

Sunday 30/05/2010 10.30am

Anyway, as for Yesterday was a fun and "expedition" Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :):)

But I did not see you wor but you saw me :(

I thought I can see you for the last time as I need to go to OBS for 5 days le :(

Nah never mind, I still got plenty of time!!! hahahas

So Take care of yourself wor, Need to drink a lot of water as the weather is changing rapidly for these few days!!! If not will be like me!! okay!! :) That's all for today!!! Love you lots!!! :)

Wednesday 26/05/2010 8.30pm

The weather is so so so HOT!!!! I am so going to be sick soon le, need to drink a lot of water!!!
So today was not a very good day eh!! I have taken my scripts but the results are so bad!!! The huas have each fail more than 4 subjects and have problems to tell their parents wor!! So worry for them especially you ah!! The mood of each and everyone of them are so so bad!! So did not really talk to them :( but I hope everything will be alright and we will be starting to work very very very hard for the next half of the year!!! Right?? Oh sure it is :) jiayous wor!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I read your blog le!! Hmm... Take your time ba, now might be a crucial time for you so you should not really want to think about this first!! Right?? So work hard first then say ba!! I will understand de!! No worries, haha :) so maybe next half of the year, I will tutor you liao wor!! Up to you ba, I am always available! Haha tomorrow got ndp, sad for you eh :( finally to end things up, hope your mood change a bit for tomorrow lor, hope to see you back in action tomorrow!!! Hahaha good night lor!! Love you!!!!!

Tuesday 25/05/2010 11.00am

Hi!! I'm back!! haven't been posting for quite a while as I was having exams!! they are so difficult and hard but It's quite okay for me lar :) So lets talk about me, is my temper still very bad?? I don't really know myself only you all know so just give any comment!! I won't say anything de!! Remember that I did send you all the long long message, saying all about you all's weakness one. Now after a lot of thinking, I think that I am the only one with the most problem,Right?? I keep giving my temper to my friends and hurt the one I love twice!!! So now I just have to use my time wisely and do everything I can help!! So just e-mail any comments you want to make!! I will be glad to hear it!! :) Thanks!!

As for you, I read your blog liao!! Seeing you so happy then I will ba glad le!! Actually I......really try once to give you up, as you know I can't.I told quite a lot to the huas and for my final decision is to keep moving forward and always wait for this princess's answer!! I know maybe your heart have already one answer but this time I won't force you to say, I will wait till the time is ripe then you will tell me de isn't it!! I hope so :) By the mean time, I will do whatever you need, to protect you, care for you and always be by this devil princess's side :) that is all I want to say for today!! hope you understand!! Have fun wor!! I love you!! :)

Saturday 15/05/2010 8.30pm

Yo!! New Song just to boost you up!!!

Title: Supporting

It'll be alright just have to yell it out countless time

I believe that your every tomorrow will be shining

The intersection of all people

Whose dreams have come true is one point

Never giving up and that's why you're not going to lose

When it seems like you'll be blown away by the heavy wind

Grasp this hand and try to take a chance

Because you're not alone anymore got it

Go forward more and more

Don't give up your upcoming exam

That's right don't be unhappy

Move on your way

Now with the light shining upon you

Don't ever think think about something like giving up

Even if you trade being hurt again for strength

Your eyes always looking straight ahead

And you will definitely PASS!!

Don't ever give up okay!! Believe and have faith in yourself and you will surely make it :)

YEAH YEAH KEEP MOVING!!! hahas :) I trust you!!

Monday 10/05/10 8.00pm

Good evening!! Sorry that I so late then post haha so recently I just change my number and my phone using my own money because partly of you and I just wanna change :) so now my new number is 96779489 and I change my phone to iPhone! It is not really that good lar but still ok lor haha it is quite boring cos I do not really know what to do with it lor and as for changing my number because of you is just because that I think that maybe changing a new number is good for the both of us even though you still did not reply my SMS but I don't blame you because I understand your feelings :) I am still an understanding person am I? Hahas so this few days there won't be any songs cos not quite free as exams are coming this Thursday so jiayous wor everyone who is reading this post and having exams de!! So shall post soon again wor haha See you tomorrow in school and I have something for you tomorrow!!! Good night! Love you lots!!! :):)

Friday 07/05/2010 6.40pm

Yo!! Today was a slacking time for us :) after school went for meeting for npcc and gave out the uniform!! And sad to say it was very hard to take a squad :( so after that we went to the npcc room to slack and we sang a lot of songs!! hahas A FUN DAY :) talking about songs,I have one for you. :)

Title: Protecting YOU

Beyond the distant road

I'm always thinking about you

I feel like it is just yesterday

I won't forget our meeting

Beyond the distant road

If you are here

I can look forward

Protect this unchanging love

I won't forget this love with you

Oh~Loneliness

Even if the time stop moving

Oh~Even on this road

You were here with me

Quickly throw away sadness

What is here I'm having a hard time

But I just want this courageous figure to reach you

If I can make you turn around

Our hearts are forever together

We were together so lets grab it

I will not falter now

Beyond the distant road

I'm always missing your smiles

With you together, we will definitely find a world without lies!

Hope this song will come true!! YEAH!! HAHAS

Thursday 06/05/2010 4.00pm

Got a fight with AW SONG TIAN !! Actually nothing de just hope he understand me, if not then I will understand de no need to worry :)

As for my studies,sorry that I lie to you,I fail my English,Geography,Social Studies,Poa,and A-maths! Sorry wor :( I understand your message,the problem does not lies with you,maybe it is just me,cos all this time I am keeping myself in my own world, do not want to step out of it but now it is time to wake up!!! Of course I will choose to listen to you and get ready to work hard!! I know that it is very hard to avoid each other but I really hope that we can go back to the old times, we just need some time,RIGHT?? :) So just let time kills the bad memories,and get up and ready to go for another round of striving again!! JIAYOUS wor!!!

Later there would be one short one!! hahas :)

Tuesday 04/05/2010 7.40pm

I am here to post again! :) err nothing quite happen much in school but we are getting really apart now! I feel like letting go of your hand now but I don't want to :( another song ba!! I find it meaningful

Title: Not Letting Go

How should I protect the things that trouble me

Even when you are the only one who was crying

I screamed in pain as the echo resounded

In the depths of the deep forest

The reasons I can endure these tears because

The warmth of your fingers have changed me

A future without you is meaningless

Because I can't speak with you again

A world that you and I desire

A world yet to be seen

We have been travelling through time and space

Three verse only cos I cannot think much of it le!!

I try to pull this through and the world will be waiting for me in front!! Hope to see you again!!!

Sunday 02/05/2010 4.30pm

So Long time no see readers!! For the past one weeks, I did not post anything because I was busy with things.As simple as that!! hahas I broke my promise that I will post everyday but this time really very busy thinking of lots and lots of things last week.SO FORGIVE ME! :)

So the HUAs anniversary which is on 30/04/2010 have just pass and on that day, we went to watch IronMan 2 and IT WAS SO DARN NICE!! The show was quite predictable after watching the trailer but it was an awesome action movie!! so 4.5 stars for this movie.You all should go and watch!! But must remember to study wor, cos exams are really just one and a half week ahead and we are rushing now!!(only for Yio Chu Kang Students) hahas

So as for me,I am keeping myself from you nowadays but slowly we are progressing!! To you maybe not ba?? hmm nowadays God is really freaking me out!! Giving all my weaknesses to my friends, not being well with my family and most important is that I cannot really communicate with you!! My time is really running out(not my life lar) and I just want to do something for you!! Nothing I can do for you now cos you don't really want me to help you for the time being but for now I think I should really be by your side now!! Simple to say that I will 默默守护着你!!

That is just part I want to say,so shall tell you the next part soon!! Don't mind waiting right?? know you will not :)

Shall end here byee

Thursday 22/04/2010 8.30pm

Hmm bad bad day!!! Did not go for school is quite a good thing but was so so so so so so BORING!!!
And did not really talk to you today uh :( hmm sorry wor did not think that you just recover and cannot eat chocolate!! hahahs but can leave for next time to eat lor!! So today's day was quite ruin lar hmm :)
And tomorrow Hiap Lee,Song Tian, Jun Long and me will be going for swimming uh but if you all want then come ba but I don't recommend the girls to come lar hahas cos is quite ps lar hahas
and hao wen you still own me an answer so must reply me by tomorrow morning wor hahas so err goingto end here first see if later i will post again not!! :) so good night first!!!

Wednesday 21/04/2010 7.45pm

Hmm me have not slept for two days le, a bit only lar! hahas but really don't feel like sleeping uh! hmm Today finally talk to you le!! :) Just hope that it would get better days by days lor :) so try to get to sleep today ba!!

Another song by me to reflect today!!

Title: Tomorrow's memories

I hope the sunset I saw with you that day will last forever
Reaching my hand into the memories
Wishing I could stay on and touch it for endless times
Because the same scenes and the same feelings can never be brought back together


The dreams of the past which shines
We will turn them back won't we
Even in the empty future grieves are pouring out
Once you let your heart fade
Anyone would start to lose sight of each other just by standing alone


In the rotating of the seasons
A tomorrow of which colour are we painting
If there is a strong faith and trust between us
A future of which colour are we waiting for



Because even the most important memory will fade one day
We turn away from the reality running away from the word call dream
A yesterday which is spoilt by hurt even though there were errors we made
Because it is not too late
If only we can start again endless time to made things right


In the rotating of the generations
How many times we fall for each other
If we support each other sincerely
What exactly can I achieve for your sake



At the back of the hearts which were piled together
The happiness and grieves the warmth and hatred
We shall meet again
Because it is doubtless that the days we shared are burning in this heart


In the rotating of the seasons
A tomorrow of which colour are we painting
If there is a strong faith and trust between us
A future of which colour are we waiting for

A tomorrow of which colour are we painting!!

A quite long song but the meaning is true wor hahahs

Just hope you like it!!! :)

Tuesday 20/04/2010 8.00pm

Whew! Just came back,hmm and need to do work! Err,read your blog le. Hmmm actually I really want to talk to you de but at that time I really cannot open my mouth!:( So sorry wor, I know that I should made the first move de but err just scare that you are still thinking about it but like what you say in your blog, I understand le!! :) So I just say first lar, I want to Transfer because MY STUDIES REALLY SUCKS AND FEEL LIKE CHANGING A NEW ENVIRONMENT! BUT THE HAPPY NEWS NOW IS THAT I NOT TRANSFERRING LE :):) So no need to really worry le hahahas the reason is don't want to leave them lar and just don't feel like leaving you lar......:) So today recess play basketball with sk and fw they all cos they came to find Song Tian hahahs hmm they are quite good at it wor!!

Tell you something quite bad and is that my spine is getting worse. Hmm you sure will ask me go see doctor de but I will de but not now! I just need to stop playing basketball first! Is that okay with you?? hahas tell me tomorrow ba! This time really need to open my mouth le hahas :) So see you tomorrow!! Goodnight!!

Monday 19/04/2010 5.30pm

I know that you are sick right from the start of school but do not know how to open my mouth :) And I know that you are feeling the same as me ba and you should have heard from Song Tian eh hmm so you MUST TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH as exams are near and as for what he tell you,shall think it over wor hahahas hmm so take your medicine on time and rest well ba!!! Nothing else le hmmm just sleep early tonight ba! shall see you in school tomorrow.hmmm


Note:If really not feeling well just tell Hiap Lee to take work for you ba,and i try to help you take for chinese or pearlyn help you ba.hmmmm

Sunday 18/04/2010 6.30pm

Hmm, knew you would say that! :)
Nah It's all already over le, so just manage through your studies ba
I got nothing to say le, maybe the rest of the time would not be with your le! JUST MAYBE :):) hahahs
So when the time comes, then tell you all ba :)
So it just let go...............
AND FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING!!! :)
ALWAYS SMILE!!! SHINE THROUGH YOUR FUTURE COS SOMEONE REALLY NEEDS YOU :)
hmm so GOODBYE!!!

Sunday 18/04/2010 3.00pm

NO!! NO!!
I don't want to end IT like this!
I did not come this far to give up or let go now!!
I don't want to become your memories!!!
Please just give me some time, I really don't want to give up!!!
IT is just too early to give up!!
I know I really cannot force you but I am a stubborn person and you know that very well!!
So just don't leave me yet, we still have time!!
I did not cherish my first one but for you, But this time I really need just ONE chance
Maybe this is not what I expect to happen but my feelings are still here, I cannot lie to myself that I need to leave you!!
SO just give me and yourself some time, maybe we can work things out but not separating apart!!
Just.... TRUST ME AND BELIEVE ME FOR THIS ONE AND LAST TIME!!

Saturday 17/04/2010 10am

Hmm I have made a terrible and horrible mistake of my life and I lose her in a blink of an eye due to THIS!
First I have a Song to review my pain

Title: CHANGE

Change!
I won't be bent and I won't be dragged along
I want to stay honest to how I feel now
Change!
No matter how many times I am reborn
I will embrace my sadness
As I run

I was sad when you leave me
But I could't change anything right now
It's not enough as there's no end to it
Try to distorting me even more


This is such a crazy world
Sometimes it make me lose sight of who I am
Do you want to leave the traditional way
Just make a decision for yourself


I'm going down my own path
Just standing around waiting
Never put stuff into motion!


Change!
I won't be bent and I won't be dragged along
I want to stay honest to how I feel now
I won't let you go...
Change!
No matter how many times I am reborn
I will embrace my sadness
As I run


Never will I..
Hurt you again
I'm gonna catch you back
I wanna CHANGE!


As for now I don't know whether you are watching this but I just wanna thank you for changing me into a better person! I don;t care what is your decision but I won't blame you de cos all this is what I had already done to hurt you again! I can't rewind the time to stop this from happening le,so I just want to say SORRY!!
I can say that you can hate me or my parents and I will never be forgiven and I don't mind cos I am the guy who always not scold you,help you solve problems,stand by you, always be patient with you,protect you,care for you and always always understand you!! Thats all I want to say,Hope WE MEET AGAIN!!

Wednesday 14/04/2010 8.45pm

Yo!! Today is song tian birthday eh so i shall wish him again lor
Happy Birthday to you wor!!!!
Today spend almost the whole time with him! We went to yu xuan house and play xbox and computer,and was really funny cos they all sucks in soccer games hahas!! I won every game wor, am i a pro? Hmm nah i not so good lar,i also dont really play a lot eh hahas After that we went back to school to play basketball and to wait for Jun Long then we keep on playing and playing! Sad to say my waist is in pain eh but getting better for now :) I end the day by walking back home!! hmm as for now i need to sms someone liao! hahas shall end here, and shall post tomorrow! Goodnight!! :)

Tuesday 13/0/2010 8.35pm

Today was a very cold cold day wor!! keep on raining uh and cannot play basketball!! hmm:( But i got listen to you wor did not really play in the rain lor !!! but a bit only lar dont angry kays :)
Hmm so everybody need to take care of their body wor cos exam are coming and the temperature is going down,down,down! so TAKE CARE wor!!! nothing to post le. I know that I am very boring but try to ren nai lar! I will try my best de :)
So shall end here! Goodynight and sweet dreams!! :)

Monday 12/04/2010 8.15pm

Yo everyone!!! Injued my angle yesterday and it is so swollen wor but just went to see dotor and he say it is just a sprain only so i just need to wait for it to heal lor so dont need worry!!!
So today was a busy day riht after school need to go for medical check up for the obs(outward Bound Singapore). I hope that it will be a very fun and advanturous camp cos it cost me 5 Days of holiday wor and i can do a lot of thing for that five days wor :(
Hmm now coming to exams liao wor NEED NEED to buck up for my A-maths,GEO and POA!!!
YOu all must also work hard liao lets do this together lor hahahs
SO i shall end here le tomorrow then post ba!! Sleep early lor
Goodnight!!! :)

Sunday 11/04/2010 2.50pm

New Song FOR today but first talk about today first:)

Today is my cousin birthday wor celebrating with her boyfriend and her friends at sentosa\

hahas lucky I never go if not I will make a scene there hahas kidding only lar

Happy birthday to you eh!!! :)

So today slack at home:( but today went to play basketball with Jun long they all!! Quite Fun uh hahas AS for now I dun know what to do eh ^.^ Tomorrow will be a very busy day cos right after school will go and see doctor and then pass up my form to damon chu!!! hahas That all for today cos really nothing le VERY SIANN!! hahahs time for SOng

Title: Shining Lights

Ever since that day

I chose never to cry again

But should the pain grow

There is something I cannot forgive

We can't go back anymore

Even after so many days have passed

I still can't do anything

One of my many memories of you

Is disappearing once again

I'd like to become

Stronger than I am today

So that this voice can reach you some day

I walk on forward

Should the wind stop blowing

I'll look up towards the sky searching for you

The light shines before daybreak

And the rainbow appears....

Quite a short one but hope you like it!!! :):)

Friday 09/04/2010 7.30pm

A NEW Song that show my feelings for today :( :)

We finally found the new morning

The times hinder us

It is not the past we turn towards

All we purse is the future

These relentless memories would not stop ringing

They would not seem to forgive me

Is it about time I feel my way through

Tears of conflict brim and roll down my tired cheeks

I wonder when the rain will stop

It has been so cold for the longest time

Why does the rain choose to fall on me

Should I lose myself in it

The rain does not know how to stop

It continues to fall as always

While in this umbrella gently held out to me

I snuggle towards the warmth!

This cannot say that it is a song lar but I just want to let you know that this is my feelings for today and I have think it through!!!

Tuesday 06/04/2010 7.30pm

Yo today was fun and TIRED!!!! Hahas today afternoon was very very rough eh played basketball with the sec 1 and some sec 2 and they were all so short(no offence to them) and rough uh!! keep banging me and keep elbow me :(
But the sad thing was did not went to school to see you on time but still get to see lar hahahs outside school lor! Hmm and i finish all my work liao wor so can spend time to improve on my ssand geo and poa lor cos i sucks in those subject hahashahas so if can try to help me kays!! Hmm nothing more liao eh so goodnight and sweet dreams lor sleep tight kays love you (all the huas)!!!

Monday 05/04/2010 7.30pm

Today is another new day in school wor!! Hmm today got a lot of work to do uh A LOT A LOT!!!!!:( but never mind lar not to give up h especially PAPERS!! hahahahs err today ah nothing really happen wor!hmm GOT ah,ermm ya going for obs(outward boun singapore).it is a camp for students leader but i dont think i am lor:) hahas but anyway i am going to give my space to AW SONG TIAN as he need to take care of his LOVER!! hahahas no offence kays i very good eh let the place to you wor so dont scold me ah!!! :):) AND i tell you ah very ma fan wan wor! Let me tell you in advance

First, you need to ask your parents consent first!!

Second, If your parents allow you, YOU WILL need to go for a medical checkup to check whether you are fit or not but i think you are ba hahas

Third,you need to be prepared to get an INJECTION!!

Last and for all, You need to do the above steps by Friday and you only got 3 days left wor so HURRY UP EH


But still need to confirm that you are replacing me wor better be ah but if not then i would be SAD :(:(

So that all for today still doing work uh need to buck up le hahahas
Those who see my blog also must BUCKKKK UP!!!hahas
But dont do so late ah especially CASSANDRA Tong, just finish and rest well lor kays
so shalll end here GOOD NIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS!!!!!:):)

Sunday 4/4/2010 2.15pm

Yo sorry that i never post for the last two days wor cos was busy!! So today is my birthday and Thank you everyone which celebrates with me on friday and wish me today!!!! Friday was a very good day for me and i was very happy eh to play with you all!!! The most important one to me is of course you know who,so alikatoooooo to you uh!!! And alikato mina(everyone) shall end here and byeebyee

Note:Sorry lazy sms you all so just visit my blog eh hahahs!!!:)

Thursday 1/4/2010 7.30pm

Hi Hi Today is April FOOLS Day!! Got pranks by friends today and felt that I am really quite a fool but the main point is to have fun!! hahahs
So tomorrow going to celebrate Song Tian and my birthday and hope that we would have a real good fun tomorrow!!!

By the way the plan is that we will be going to tampines's golden village to watch clash of the titans or maybe something else,and err after that we will be heading to east coast to cycle and look at the 'beautiful' sea hahas joking only for the guys you will meet at my house at around 12pm then we go to amk station to meet the girls well thats the plan wor so be there kays for the HUAS :)

Shall end here cos still need to do work and Dont d your work till so late kays tomorrow is the time to have fun so SEE you tomorrow and rest early and work hard!!!
GOODNIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS LOR BYEEBYEE

Wednesday 31/03/2010 8.35pm

Yo Yo Sorry wor today was very very late hahahas just reach home about 30mins ago and very tired now wor :(

So today's school was very good for me cause i already setle my problem le :)
THANKS TO YOUU WOR :) you are really an angel!! hahaha
now it is settled and i can see you smile more often le :)
so err will do my work later or tomorrow ba cos really really very tired le haha
and for tomorrow can go and fetch you? but if dont want then never mind lar hahahs
And sms me for your reply lor!
REST early, dont do your work till so late kays i now you got a lot of work and if anything need my help i will be there everytime! so shall and here goodnight and honey dreams!!

Tuesday 30/03/2010 7.30pm

Yo Today's school was quite ok lar but lost my shoes bag and my shoes :(
The shoes worth about $60 wor and the shoe bag was $15 haiis today unlucky hahahs
but I would not want you all to waste money lar so NOTHING for my birthday kays
I know you all want no money le hahahs so no need!!
AND I know that you are very worry for me but i will be okay de!
I just hope that this problem will not affect you,me,sk and your studies wor I know you would not but just telling you only :)
Ohh and tomorrow i go fetch you want? but if you meeting someone then never mind ler lar and for the game just now and i need to say the words right,I meant to said it but ps lar hmm no no not ps just dont have the courage but i think will said sooner os later ba hahahs:)
Err think no more ler so shall end here sms me for your reply k
so GOODYNIGHT WOR :) :-0

NOTE: Trust me that it will be okay for this problem soon kays!

Monday 29/03/2010 4.12pm

Yo today school was quite fun but only see you for recess only :( hahas anyway we change poa teacher and grace chua already quit le and the new teacher is quite strict but come to think of it, I kind of miss miss chua scoldings wor :) and err today got relief but is just slack there only so nothing fun hahahs and i really never emo kays hahahs must post your blog also wor dont be lazy! Hahahs shall end here! shall post again at night :)

Sunday 28/03/2010 4.00pm

Ahhh!!! Got nothing to do today eh
VERY SIAN at home :(
today is a boring day dont even know what to do
haiis tomorrow starting school le
Hmm going to sleep now and for today i almost spent my whole day sleeping
hahahahs going to become a real piggy le hahahs :)

Saturday 27/03/2010 10.00 pm

Aww! Must take of yourself the next time kays hahahas hmm and i can imagine that your face is red wor hahahahs and for that, Todat is really very HoT hahas :)
so i shall end here and get back to my piggy buiseness and that is to sleep hahahas so good night for today and sweet dreams wor :-)

Saturday 27/03/2010

Just back from training uh very hot and TIRING!!
Bath already,now going to sleep now hahahas
so how was today's netball carnival get back to me tomorrow or in school ba hahahas i know you dont want me to sms to much :)
So sleepy pig going to sleep lor byeebyee :--)

Dont sleep to late today wor tomorrow still got netball carnival hahas
I am okay le but still sick ahhhh!!!!
haven recover yet uh MUST FASTER wor
cos MY BIRTHDAY coming le hahahahs
MUSt have a great time on that day:):)
And you haven tell them the plan wor!

ohh and add one more thing :)
dont sleep so late for everyday eh
you need to rest kays hahas dont be like me if not you will get sick and i would not want that to happen hahahahs so sleep tight wor :)

Note:i will be there beside you no matter what happen! :)

SICK SICK!!!!

Sick wor hai still haven recover yet hahas
From today on i will always update my blog for my status in school and home wor hahas :)

Changing Myself

I find that I am changing to a whole new person

Not a good but a worse one!!

I dont know whether this is good or bad but it is

DEFINITELY NOT GOOD for my love one

I really dont know what to do

I wish I know what to do and i hope is not too late

and to really go and care for her and take care of her

SO NOW TIME FOR another NEW SONG

TITLE: LEAVIN

Merry-go-round

I greet the morning

Chasing after your profile left only in my revolving dreams

You said I never want to see your face again when you left me

But the tears on your cheeks said it all

Every time you felt like you will be swallowed up in the waves of contradiction

You always held back your tears you know

What a strong person they said but everyone overestimated you

And before you knew it you lost sight of who you really are

Then the sun I thought would always be near me COLLAPSED

And the light shut off...

Rubbing out the truths and lies one day ALTOGETHER

Merry-go-round

I greet the morning

Still persistenly chasing after your profile left only in my revolving dreams

Cannot SMS LErrr :(:(:(

Sad Sad but never mind cos I really need to control so......

SHALL WAIT FOR MY UNLIMITED SMS

hahahas Wait for MEEE WOR!!!!!

:):):):):):):)

Today quite happy hahs

cos just written something very nice to my only one :):) hahs

dont know what to say wor hahahas

hmm just hope that she study well for the chinese work and her english and

F&N and just wanted to ask if can meet you tomorrow hahs

:):) reply me by message

Neww Song hahs Just FOR YOUUU !!!!!

Take me somewhere

Riding on a thin horse just the two of us

Go! Go! Lets Go! Romance!

The sorrow of unrequited love

Can't be put into words so it breaks my heart

Go! Go! Lets Go! Romance!

Tears stream down my face I'm such a sissy

Whenever I think of you

The Moon(the moon) in the night (in the night)

Is always(is always)

Looking for rabbits

I'm like goo that you won't come off(Hey!Hey!Hey!)

It's almost like as if I'm been bewitched

Like from a dream you can't wake up from

It's a monologue of love

I'm like goo that you won't come off(Hey!Hey!Hey!)

I love you so much I'm going to die

What kind of spell do I have to cast

So that my message comes through

I'm completely like goo

Hey! Hey!Hey!

I'm like goo because of this and that(Hey!Hey!Hey!)

I freaking like you a lot

Someday I want to say to you

"I completely Fallen for you"

And then turn you to goo!!!!

New song before I leave hahs ....

Dedicated to the one I love Hahas

On the days you leave

You wave your hands and say Goodbye normally

As if we would see each other again

In this city tomorrow

To believe in love

Means you will not lose to yourself

Until your dreams come true

I will be smiling and looking up in the stars and praying

And I will be here

I want to be your sky

And envelope your sadness

Whenever you look up you will know that you are not alone

Even you are far away

You know that you have a place to come back to.

Another new Song >.<(Short One) HAHAHS

Did you remember

Standing tiptoe

Reaching for that unreachable door

Forgetting time you have wandered about and exhausted yourself

You keep heading down that lost path as always

The smile you show when you are unconsious

Seems as you are searching intensively for something

Today as usual I am galloping forward

Even if we are seperated far away from each other

We still have our feelings connected to each other

We will not be broken down by this teasing fate

Someday before my eyes

The world will change and be reborn into a better one!

Meet At This Place

Another song from MEEE

Even if we meet and part again I want to meet at this place

Then we'll hold hands to ensure we'll will never be separated again

We used to talk all night until the sun rose

And held hands till the sun went under the horizon

Let's walk together like this forever like light and shadow

I stand in the city staring off into space with lonely eyes

I can't find love on my own

By meeting you I realised

How much strength love could give me

Even if we meet and part again I want to meet at this place

Then we'll hold hands to ensure we'll will never be separated again

I can't sleep by myself cause I can't dream without you

So take me to a place where uncertainly can;t reach us

Let us bring light to the night sky with no stars

So long as you're with me I can go to world's end

Even if it's a path i cannot walk on my own

If you're by my side I can walk it while humming a tone

If we're together the world is mine!!!!

SONg SOnG

First Song By Me hahs err but no title for it yet!>.<

Let it all out Let it all out

I don't have to act tough Right

The scribbling someone made

On the wall of a flower is swaying

No one know their true selves

Even though we both lose and gain

By embarking on this long long path

And though there may be days loneliness strikes and make us weep




Let's transform our tears and pains to stars

Let's us light a candle to illuminate our tomorrow

And we'll hold our small hands over the fire to create stardust

And an eternity that shines so brilliantly

Farewells may be unavoidable

Yet the seasons continue to change obliviously

Even if I lose myself I'll continue to walk

Walk by your SIDE

That's the one things I 'd like to never change

Never change....

sorry wor!!! Now then post hahas!!!! Just bought a new hamster,very cute hahs so taking and playing with it now hahas!!! And for school a lot of work to do but still never do hahs LAZY